where the morons go

i went to the casino last night and lost 10 dollars in 1 game of black jack. After that i was done with experiencing gambling and watched jason lose 70 dollars in 20 minutes. then i chilled at the 1 cent slot machines with karina.

today i layed in the pool for 2 hours. i have an awesome subtle tan now.

and right now i'm home and ready to start being productive with my new job starting on wednesday. yup

i want my serotonin back

i know i'll see him soon -- hopefully tomorrow -- but the fact that he's in the same state as me right now and i'm not with him is killing me. even more-- the fact that he's with people i dislike. it's killing me

'oh eighting change

I only had one resolution and that was to get rid of my clothes. A very good resolution for me, if you know me. However, I need a more legitamate one that will make my life better. Therefore, my resolution is to have ambitions.

That should be my top priority (having ambitions and actually working towards my goals), but I think i'd rather be happy and the only thing that could make me happy now is love and to stop feeling so hopeless about ever finding love.

and that's my cue to stop rambling away

i have trouble being ascertive. i can't even spell that word

almost a year since i vanished to idaho and i am that same person

my favorite place to kick it and think deep about shit

Barnsdall

on the level

Is it possible to have a decent life without going to 4 years of college?

I would like to prove to the world that you can, indeed, have a decent life without spending 4 years at college.
But i probably won't because I do everything for my parents, not myself, and going to college is the only way they will continue supporting me.

seriously though, fuck college. there is so much i could in those 4 years. i hate school and i never want to deal with exams and the stress of having something due in 12 hours.

whatever mang